| to whom it may concern. |
[Jan. 20th, 2006|09:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  peaceful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Blue Tag, At the Drive-In | ] |
So this is my very last blog on LJ.
I have come online to this thing, after like years of constant disuse.
Simply to say to you all that I left behind, That I'm sorry for negleting you guys. The few of you out there that don't care, that's fine, shit happens, people move on, I don't expect anyone of you to be screaming in the event of my spontaneous return. But I expect those of you that still do have 'loyalty' and still consider me a friend, To understand that it was not anything I could handle. I seriously tried my best to keep intouch with all of you, but shit went sour, and I got left in Peterborough to fend for myself. Allow me to reassure you guys that in NO WAY, is my life a party in this town, it's simply a life, and also, simply because of the fact that I live in Peterborough, does NOt mean that I hold any of you guys, in a lesser perspective, if anything, I hold you guys closer to most of the scum in this town. there are people that I hold close to me here, but the friends I made in Cobourg, are what formed my youth, and everything that it has to do with. And about lies. In what fucking point, have I ever said that I was supposed to be a model in Paris???? Uhhh.. I'm pretty sure, if I had said that at one point in my life, I would have been at most 15. And at 15, What the fuck do you expect? I was infact a child. And I have grown from my shit. I'm much older, and wayyy more mature than 'someone' clearly thought I was. And seriously, I will call you, (perhaps even minus the 'fuck your mother shit') Because for whatever reason you typed that ridiculous blog, had nothing to do with me, It's only your bad attitude to a naive 15 year old, because regardles of how many times you've seen me since I left, I WAS a 15 year old. So come forward, I'm not going to be offended. By all means write another, but this time, understand that nothing you can say, is going to affect me negatively, because more than likely, you're not my friend anyways.
Anyways. I wish all of you the best, and for those who miss me, don't think that I don't think about you guys all the time, because it's impossible to forget these things that you've all done for me. You are the best, and I'll never forget the way everything went down. The only regrets I have from Cobourg, is not telling you guys enough how much you really mean to me. And never think anything different.
Wow. Emo much? hahaha...
Peace, and have a good life guys. I'll see you all someday soon<3 |
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| Cupids Victim |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|07:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tiger Army | ] |
Oh my god...
Lets start off with that...
So as some of you know..
Im moving to Alberta at the end of September..
im just a little upset..
why would you think that I would not be shocked..
Im so happy for you..
I envy it..
This wasnt supposed to happen...
I t came without warnig..
And I wasnt ready for this..
Your my best friend.. and It kills me
I would stay with you behind a wall of knives..
I would starve for weeks on end..
I would even stop smoking.. *had to add some humour to this
But I dont know if I can do this...
Im at the deepest of my emotion..
And This can only get worse..
I love you both..
But I cant see this..
fucking backstabbing cherubs..
Ill kill them all... Hahah. |
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| yeah I know its not my shit... |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|06:56 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | What do you think? | ] |
Without a warning it comes flying-
And when it strikes my world changes,
all reason left behind
Without a warning it comes flying-
and its to late to resist it for my fate is sealed
And I know... My heart's no longer mine
Just like an arrow through my heart
A feeling so strong
A scarlet fever burns my soul
From this moment on
Can't shake this fever from my mind
It burns away all that has passed
And draws me to her side
"A direct hit" the cupid smiles...
Wounded, I fall into delrium
And I know... my heart's no longer mine |
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| Templar, Dahlia, and Billy |
[Jul. 8th, 2005|01:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Atomic.. | ] |
Man I love these people sooo much... I hung out with Marc and Bronnie the other day.. and we were great... I think im actuall yin love with thoise guys.. i just feel at home when thier home.. Ps I just moved into my own apartment like a week ago.. Im living with Ashely H. too.. she cash.. soon one day.. we'll be fine.. And i cant wait...
-Im eternally greatfull that we had ourselves a chat.. and I'll lovr you three till the end of time..
Mcuh Love<3 "At the end of the world, suddenly I feel alive
There's nothing in the world like a Southern California night
I always hoped that someday, everything would be all right
And now someday has arrived" |
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| PSYCHOBILLY FUCK YEAH |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|11:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Horrorpops... where they wonder | ] |
I really like that kind of music.. infact.. i love it...
fuck yeah bitches... so anyways.. im totALLY NOT DOWN WITH DRUGS... They fuckin freak me out... with the small exception for things that come out of the ground, or perhaps a hydroponics lab... thats definatly cool too... spaking of hat... (bong rips)
hell yeah... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|12:44 pm] |
I thought I had something to say but aparently I dont..
Fuck off.... |
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| TOM AND KATIE |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|04:25 pm] |
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He does her everynight... |
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| You got the gas we'll go ta' Vegas!! |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|12:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | High Frequency computer noise. | ] |
Marc, Bronwin and I were randomly sitting infront of the local Macs, drinking our "bloody zit" Frosters, at like 3 in the morning one night, when to fuckin retards bust out of there sick SUV, It was definalty the upmost of a punk rock situation, we looked so bad ass.. It was cash, but anyqways these guy get out of there truck, (drunk as fuck) And randomly babble something about the joint we were smoking.. They then proceedd to ask us for it? And then an old man chased us like a block, and then we went home,, Much fun eh?
I got power drunk on the weekend at Katrinas shitty house party, and it was definalty ranadomly busted by the hells angels???? (WHAT) yeah, this fuckingshort long haired guy ripps on to the front yard and tells everyone to get out, followed by the po;ice, but as if,, that was fuckin wierd,,, Im never talking to thatgirl again, that was just too sketchy...
Much Lov Petre |
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| So let go..... |
[May. 28th, 2005|02:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Take it away... the used | ] |
Im sitting at Kaytes house...
shes sarakating carrots right now..
jenny is beside me and she smells nice..
I got fucked up last night..
I inhaled sooooo much pot.. and i woke up baked!!
WHHOOO HOO
I randomly went over to Robs list night.. which
was lots of fun.. but kinda weird..
I love that guy...
I wanted to go over to Bronwins houe..
but i went and hung out with Adam Perry and Brian last night...
It was fun... ihavent seen any dragon people in a while..
(jenny says its the first time shes ever smelt nice)
formals coming up soon.. and mom if you read this i dont mean to be an asshole
by asking you for money for clothes..
anyways..
IM so unimpressed by a certain cunt that i used to be tight with..
you know who you are.. And i usually dont hide behind a computer screen to electronicly bash you, but I would be a little destructive to your face if i saw you right now...
anyways...
Bronwin is so fabulous.. and all of you other guys that i have been slightly negleting lately, I apoligize.. you all should know me enuf by now... ill never ditch..
Im relly upset that stright lace broke up... this really pisses me off.. i hope you guys work shit out.. and find away to not lose what you have.. oh and thanx for naming a song after me.. you guys have no ida how much that means...
A wrote a song.. and Ill type it into the nxt entry.. simply because im to lazy to do it right now.. and I thank the Ironside famly and a select few for the inspiration to do so...
another thing.. every thing you said Rob.. every thing... meant the fucking world to me.. and It might not show up now.. but it really impacted me.. and I know you care.. And i understand how you do it.. Its difficult sometimes... but you mean soo much to every one,... I love you man... your a cunt sometimes.. but i totally kiss the filth you walk on...
anyways...
that was quite the dramatic twist to things...
peace, love and ejaculations mother fuckers....
Pete....
I really like the used... sooo much... |
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| Horrorpops and the end of punk rock |
[May. 25th, 2005|08:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  working | ] |
| [ | music |
| | where they wonder, take it away, Horrorpops, used | ] |
Bronwin and i watched the most fuckin funny movie of all life last night.. its called punk rock apocalypse. Its so great i recomend it to anyone who likes good music...
Like usual.. i totally miss you guys back home and i hope all you guys have a cash summer holiday...
I went to a fuckin sweet kegger at Meaghans house the other day.. And it was soo fun.. Jenny, i apoligize for nearly crashing your car... (twice) haheheh...
I like the horrorpops...
Patricia is the new face of awesome.. |
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| aNother Random letter from my heart to yours baby... |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|08:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rock Sugar, Metric | ] |
So things are going well in Peterboro..
I work at a chocolate store...
Who saw that coming????
My days consist of little more than hangong out with Rob, Kaytee, Kiyomi, and marc... and we sit around and practice new methods that have probably been used many times to get fuckin hammed by noon.. Ive found a new light in the so called "salvia." I sat around a few nights ago with those four and got rediculously fucked on it.. I dont like how it makes you sweat though.. And apparently it causes weight loss to.. which in my case.. Is a bad Idea,, but hey.. who that is going to read this, has a problem with substances that cause weight loss?.. My darling Jenny murphy.. I love you so and wish that nothing more happens to you.. You are my twin and your so fabulous.. My throat hurts. rob Im excited to run around and take pictures with you at the trent waterway system.. it looks appealing... Kiyomi.. I cant wait untill we have another shift togeth.. twill be fabulous... and who the fucked dropped andrew off in such an intoxicated state??? that was uncool.. UNCOOL!!!... Last night was fuckin awesome... I got one of my friends ID.. (one that will remain nameless, but we share a striking resemblance) And I went into every fucking bar in Peterboro without ANY questioning... It was awesome.. I think i might go out bar hopping one night with the gang!! YAY.. I felt so powerfull and sexy.. It was just about as fucking classy as COCO CHANEL.. (which oddly enough is coming out in E form) weird.. Hate that shit... Im going to leave you all with one question...
Do you think its the sex appeal of anorexia the reason why third world countries are always so fucked??!
Just something to think about..
much love
Pete |
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| quikie |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|07:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ditzy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | some song off big shiny 90s | ] |
Im going back home now...
how exciting...
im not that enthusiastic...
are you suprised...
I have to take a piss |
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| Happy Fuckin HOHO |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|09:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dirty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nothing Better.. Postal Service. | ] |
This was cool... I enjoy x-mas...
Had a good time with the fam..
twas pretty good....
Wellbutrin not that great...
makes me sketchy ALL the time..
I think i Might have arthritus...
Think I might be a hypocondriac...
(knees are just overused)
My Cats prego,, dont know what to think of that..
Hope every ones having a festive season...
I Miss you guys..
Sorry but i cant call you guys..
(DONT HAVE A FUCKIN LODIST PLAN)
Ps: Bonnie, sorry it was not my fault.. I would have called you but i didnt even go to Cobourg...
Ive switched smoke brands again..
EXPORT GOLD!!!
there great!!
Got a fucking wicked camera for Christmas!!
Miss all my friends in Peterborough,... you all now who you are..
Love Curt... Cant wait until hes up at the rents with me..
I smell like BO!! and its blissfull...
Elliotts drunk and im Not!!!
Katey's getting loaded as we speak!!
Ashely is in the T dot..
(Pss.. I love your new boyfriend.. he rocks)
Jenny is probably High..
Simone is probably driving Cydney around aimlesly..
Kate is probably blasting David Bowies fame in front of a bunch of 9 and 10 year olds while sporting a fabulous Harlem Shake..
Curt is out at Jessicas...
Pete is getting fat because of his meds...
That makes him grossley depressed.
And I dont like Christmas Music..
And I dont like the fact that the great after seasonal fun depression is coming along..
And im going out to listen to Nothing Better for the 9000's time today...
And Bye guys... Merry Crimbo..
(dont ask because i dont even know what that is)
Pete |
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| Its All done |
[Oct. 10th, 2004|05:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Portishead... | ] |
I feel released.. Im no longer taking this crap from the Cobourg Scene... Its all so melodramatic,.. Much like me.. But i dont want to be that way anymore.. I just want to get on with my life.. And when a do come down from Peterborough, When i see the se;ect few.. I dont want to deal with anymore of this.. this garbage that makes my ears bleed,... I have enough shit to deal with,... and cobourg unfortunatly doesnt involve them.
Hahaha... wouldnt that be nice... People stop bitching.. you know I wouldnt say that!!
<3.... Bye guys!! |
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| Ahh fuck you angsty bitches |
[Oct. 9th, 2004|04:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Postal Service | ] |
Oh cry... sob.. Im Well.. dwell on shit that doesnt matter... fuck you... no one in particular.. just you.. Im going to a punk show tonight... whoo hoo... im in Cobourg.... unfortunatly... it's hard to say |
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| Hey Fockers |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|01:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ly justified | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Beat up the Brats.. Ramones | ] |
So ya.. Im in shit lots o it... I got gerounded and had to go home.. So sorry for anyone whom did not get a phone call on Sunday, for although i dont live at my parents house anymore, they still think they can ground me,.. Its almost my birthday.. I cant wait.. Im going to throw a party!! I fuckin real big one.. But i cant get stoned or drunk, which right now.. Wouldnt be to shabby... I wouild personally find that rather shindigable. Im getting my Lobrets pierced by Hot mofoin Carl on tues or wedsnday, hopefully tuesday, because i have to work alllllll fuckin wed... But its ok.. And im hoping to get some money offa my boss, i need to get shoes.. Soon... Ahh.. I need a smoke... Hey Duff courtney and Harmony... Im might see you guys on friday.. or even thursday. Because i miss al your wonderfullness.. Ps you guys.. Sorry ive held this of for sooo bloody long.. my peterboroug # is 705 745 3826... Call Moi..
But im going for aq smoke break.. see you homies later..
Ciaoi mangs.. Love and man champa |
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| 25 Pick up Snakes |
[Aug. 14th, 2004|01:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | everso | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Lovesong, SRC | ] |
Im in Cobourg until tuesday, being that i must work all fuckin wednsday back home, but i ts cool, I work at this place called Magalsal... It s a sweet vintage clothing store... And its almost my fucking birthday.. and on that grand old occaision.. I hope everyone dies!! Yaay... gotta love that death! Well... oh ya... And dont fucking get me anything.. unless you really want to.. (and unless its sex) that would be just fine!! and you guys, dont bother terying to call me at work, for we dont have a phone... But im in Cobourg for 4 days.. So anyone trying to get ahlod of me... call me at my parents house.. Yeah.. Were actually giving eachother that plastic family love that weve been draggin on for some time now... Im getting my lobrets peirced on wednsday to !! YAYAYA... on both sides. i cant fuckin wait.. Its gonna hurt so badly!!
But ill see all you guys later...
Love you Cobourgasarauseians!! Yall fuckin rock.. You crazy bunch of kiddos..
And a Big "FUCK YOU" to follow that!!! |
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| hey yall |
[Aug. 1st, 2004|12:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Winter Crisis... Pheonix down.. | ] |
Im a Hick.. And Im in Cobourg,,, For a limited time only... Just for tommorow morning... By the way, does anyone need or want a lovely cute muffin cat.. I think someone does.. But you cant have any other animals around... sorry anyways...
Has anyone seen Anne alise lately.. I want to hang out with her soon... But im a gonna go... ill see whomever tommorow...
Ciao Fuckers.. Jesus Love you... Bithes out |
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| So everybody |
[Jul. 23rd, 2004|03:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Really fucked | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dont Speak... The firts slow part... No Doubt.... And roads | ] |
Well, i know i havent been on in a shitload of a long tim, but here i am... I miss you guys sooo much in cobourg and Port hope.. And Bonnie, I love ou to death, and im sorry that i had to tell your parents, I hope you understand/..... I love you guys... And alll of you that pissed me off, like the wiggas and hicks.. I miss you to... because i hate you all so fuckin much... "cries"... Its been so tough and different here, i have alot of friends,, and alot of lingering feelings for one of them,, but ill be fine... I love oyu guys and i hope you all know that i do,, and if I dont talk to you guys for a while, dont think im neglecting you... I just cant call because i have a severly limited phone bill.. Dam.... I lov you guys.. And ill see you soon...
Fuck Off.... Love Pete St (motha fuckin) Pete AKA... l Capitano Mayhem... |
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| IM so fuckin sick.... |
[Jul. 2nd, 2004|02:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | irritated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Adam and his package. | ] |
Jesuz... I got really incredibly drunk a few nights ago... and I ended up puking all over the empire... it was not fun.. I woke up the mext morning with the absolute worst hangover. It was so bad.. My inhaler would not evenhelp avec mon symptons... Im never drinking again.. It was so fuckin shafty... I Still cant breath right.. ANd "I had to go to the hopstickle last night.... Bye guys.. im not in a very speahy kinda mood today. Infact im preatty shitty...
Fuck off. |
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